I have been wondering why I haven't added to this blog very much this year. The answer is I really don't know. Maybe it is because I can be completely ridiculous at times and then write things that I feel embarrassed about later? Then again my life has been such that I do not feel compelled to write about anything. I am feeling unsettled in every aspect of my life. I feel like luggage without an owner travelling on one of those conveyor belts they have at the airport. I'm going 'round and 'round on a course that takes me nowhere. I'm stuck and I wanna get on a path to somewhere.